Are we wandering in a modern-day wilderness blinded by the self-deceptions of our own choices? Are we sacrificing ourselves at the altar of addiction? Addiction has its roots in genetics, cultural influences, and relational circumstances. To follow stories of those who have struggled with addiction may shed some light on the problem. This story follows an alcoholic back to her roots in search of peace. Upon arrival, she finds a drug cartel running an illegal operation on the old abandoned family farm she didn't know she had inherited. She meets the "baby" she had as a result of gang rape when she was a teenager. The now forty-year-old is carrying a mind-blowing revelation of his own. Scared to death, suffering from alcohol withdrawal syndrome, nerves frayed and emotions raging, how does she find any peace?