As you read this book, you will go on a journey with me through a time of my life when I faced the hardest obstacles I've ever had to face. You will see me fail and fall short as a wife, mother of three and daughter of God. But you'll also see throughout this whole book how our Heavenly Father proved Himself faithful.You will see me stand up, fighting tooth and nail for peace and joy to be mine again. You will get to know my family, just as we are, without things being hidden or covered up. You will laugh with me and cry tears of sadness and of joy. If there is one thing you get out of this book and the story of my life, I hope it is that God loves you, not in the way you can imagine in your mind but in the mystery of His unimaginable care for you. In this you would find how He loves every part of the perfect human he made you to be. You will begin reading about my life living on a farm in an antique farmhouse built in the 1800s. My diary entries of that time are included after each chapter about living on the farm. This is so that you know what I was going through on a deeper level as I was learning how to cope with the horror that I faced everyday living in that house.I bless your mind, body and soul as you read about mine.