Secrets and Lies Emerge...The man in my life had no idea of the activities I had been associated with, and it wasn't especially clear to me either. From the broken memories that haunt me, I knew it wouldn't appeal to any man. Who is the young man in my dreams and why do I feel I know him? What happened, and how did I get into this situation? Where were my parents when I was being tortured by a man who oozed pure evil? Visions of a perfect bride, I am not. If only...But that will never happen. What can I offer him? Is love going to be enough for Carter when he finds out, and will I be able to survive when I find the answers I seek?