I can not get in a hurry for my spirit growth. I have to believe that God is working in my lifes even when I don't feel like it. Spiritual growth is tedious work, a step at a time. Everything on earth has its own time and its own season, I often get disappointed when God don't answer my prayer. But God answer prayers when he get ready not when you get ready, one thing I know God do not ever let me down whenever I think he not there he always I mean always work it out. All I have to do is belive in him and he will take car of me. He never let me down, every time I did good work he would all ways reward me with something good, an when I did something bad he would take it away so I would not hurt myself. Take it from me someday I will be free