Outliving the Old Me is the true story of a man who once stood at the center of power, violence, and control, former gang leader and lieutenant within a transnational criminal organization overseeing drug routes across multiple U.S. states. But even in that world, a quiet voice was forming inside him, one that questioned whether he was meant for more.
This memoir traces the descent into that life and the difficult climb out, through incarceration, isolation, and the raw rebuilding of self. It is not a glorified tale of the streets but a brutally honest reflection on what it takes to transform, to father, to lead without fear, and to serve without ego.