When our son DJ died our world was filled with deep pain. I thought my heart would explode at times. I wondered if this was the way it's supposed to be. Is there a normal way to feel, think - grieve? Would my heart, my family ever heal? This book is literally lifted from my journals over the years as we encountered the unfathomable, the death of our son. My desire is to share a journey of hope and healing. This book tells our story but also delves into other areas such as: death, heaven, suicide, and ways to help families and children during times of grief. I pray it is a valuable resource to you.