Everybody knows that a housewife is full of secrets! Some secrets are juicer than others. I have been keeping journals most of my life and I have noticed that I am thinking more and more about the past. Mostly about a past lover! If you can go back to the past would you change anything without changing who you are now? Do you have any of those WHAT IF'S moments in your life? Two brothers, Steve and JB Davison. One becomes her greatest love and her worst nightmare; while the other becomes her protector. Can one brother save Chaun from the other? Only Chaun's journals can answer that question. Go on a trip back in time with Chaun while she tries to understand the way she is today is. Just maybe she can find the answers she is looking for.