The title of this book is I Didn't Deserve This: The Shot That Brought Me Pain and Took Me to Purpose. It entails my life, leading up to the night of December 11, 2017, which is the night it happened. It deals with all the events that took place that night-my feelings, the people who were there with me at the hospital, and the experiences at the hospital. Also, it goes in-depth about my life after I got out of the hospital-me dealing with PTSD, unable to really talk and eat and all the follow-up doctor visits; me being scared to go out at night; and other things. I end the book with my life now, with my goals, and what I plan to achieve from writing this book. This book is to inspire people who may or may not have been through something dramatic as this but has had something to happen to them that may have made them lose hope. I want to show people that everyone has a purpose and a voice. I want to show people that no matter how difficult your life may seem to be now, God loves you, and as long as you are still breathing, you have a purpose.