It all will change. What did you wish for when you were young? Now that you've got it, you don't want it. People's real self will become visible. Lines will straighten and then magically misalign. There won't be a happy medium. Everything will happen at once or not at all. What now? What is the next step? You'll find yourself wanting accomplishments without putting in the work for them. You'll understand more of who you are and what you need. That the challenge is the only way to get any type of answer. Saying nothing is doing something. Feeling everything is better than feeling nothing at all.