When inspired to author this book by the Holy Spirit, I did not hesitate because I too have had my share of difficulty embracing who God selected me to be. It was none of my doing but the Lord's love, grace and mercy that made it possible choosing me when man wouldn't. Hadassah did not know she was chosen in advance to be a queen in Persia. The unfortunes of the past didn't prevent her from becoming Queen Esther for the saving of her people.
When life presents you lemons just make sweet old country good lemonade. Sit down and cross your legs thinking about the wonderful blessings in your life. And of course, remind yourself of Whose you are and who you are. May you come into the knowledge of truth concerning you and be encouraged as you go on this journey.