When I decided to write this book, it was going to be all about me and how I survived terrible hardships. It seemed like I really didn't have any special situation that I overcame. I was just like every other idiot that made bad decisions and got themselves into predicaments and their consequences. Once I realized the type of person I was, and how I portrayed myself to others, I knew that I had to write this book. For others embarking on the same path, I realized there are consequences for what they do, what they say, and who they hurt. When I was younger, I never gave a thought about my actions or who I hurt in the process. I would just think "oops" and move on to another idiotic adventure. I did eventually face the consequences of my actions, and I hope this book is a learning lesson for those heading in the same direction that I was. I met a ghost writer who was able to put into words what I really wanted to say from my heart. I now realize that the consequence I could not foresee was death, not just an "oops".