This book is not just my story; it is a testament to the resilience of the human spirit. It's a testament to the hope that can bloom even in the most desolate landscapes of the soul. I share my graphic, detailed and raw experiences not to elicit pity or to dwell on the darkness of my past, but to offer a light, a spark, a glimmer of hope to others who may be navigating similar struggles. I aim to provide validation, understanding, and hope to you through my journey. I hope my story will demonstrate that healing is possible, that even after enduring unimaginable adversity, it is possible to find peace, purpose and to reclaim your life and come out of the darkness.