WINNER: 2017 New Apple Annual Award Official Selection RomanceWhat if the price of your wish is living without it?Rachel Gowen wishes for nothing more than to escape the past decade-to lock away the memories that keep her from living a normal life. But a Native American butterfly legend, a mysterious old man, a cast of quirky characters long past their prime, and Nico, a tenacious, caring nursing assistant plunge her down a path that ignite the memories she's desperate to escape. Rachel begins a new career as a nurse in a retirement community. After all, how risky can working with the elderly be? Ignoring the warnings from her crusty supervisor, she quickly forms deep attachments to her patients and helps them in ways far beyond her duties. And when a casual stroll sparks a relationship with Ben-the handsome British doctor who's too busy, too apathetic, and too distant-it may be exactly what she's looking for. But Rachel can't conform to the rules, nor can she deny the connection she shares with Nico. With her job in jeopardy, Rachel's priorities and relationship with Ben are challenged. But one thing is certain-her butterfly wishes pave the way to a future that will upend her life."[Susan Haught] shows the difficult aspects of life, with all the heartache and challenges, then softens the edges and instills hope through poignant insights and gentle humor." - 5 Star Goodreads review