In a raw and heart-wrenching narrative, Johan recounts his descent into the dark world of drug trafficking in Puerto Rico and his struggle to survive in an environment where violence and betrayal are commonplace. From his poverty-stricken childhood to his involvement in a business that promised an escape from misery, he shares his story of love, regret, and redemption. Through letters to his family and intimate reflections, he warns of the consequences of the choices made in the pursuit of power and wealth. As he prepares to face a prison sentence, he offers an introspective look at the culture of drug trafficking, its impact on Latin culture, and the high cost of a criminal life. This account is a testimony to the fight against adversity and a call for hope and resilience, offering advice to those facing similar challenges and underscoring the importance of family, education, and responsible decision-making.